Recently, I’ve worked on three electronic devices – 2 seven inch tablets and a cell phone. I watched Youtube videos on how to fix them, and I tried getting the right tools for the job. I hoped and prayed that I could fix them. Well, needless to say, I failed at all three attempts and actually made them worse than before I started. One of the tablets I gave to a person who does those kinds of repairs – and it got fixed. The other two devices were a lost cause and ended up in the trash. I tried and failed. Will I try again in the future? Probably. We try and fail sometimes, but eventually we will succeed at some point in some way. I want to live a life of at least trying, knowing that I may fail, but to be OK with that and move on or keep trying. At some point I need to re-evaluate my motives and stop if I continually fail time after time after time. Being a member of church, are we afraid to try new things with the possibility of failure? Jesus gave his disciples countless second chances after they messed up. Perhaps I can do the same with myself some day. I hope you can too.
I wonder how we manage to do as much as we do. There are so many possibilities in the world, so many choices to be made, so little time it seems. For instance, Ariana is in High School now and is in the midst of classes, studying, working on the stage crew, etc. As a freshman she is studying at least 3 hours a night if not more, plus weekends. We have an app/website called “Powerschool” in which teachers post the kids grades, homework assignments and more. Their grades are posted after each test and assignment. Their running cumulative grade point average is also posted. It lets us see how they are doing. However, like watching the stock market every day, it can be unnerving. It just seems like a lot more homework than I remember doing when I was freshman in high school. I don’t see the kids having much “down time” or unstructured time. It seems like we are rushing them through school and onto a career. We know that life seems to have sped up enormously in the last 2 or 3 decades. What are we rushing into? The other day I found out that Luther Seminary in St. Paul, MN will be offering a 2 year MDiv program (for ordination) instead of the 4 year program that is currently in place. The 2 year program will run throughout the year – summers too. It will be free and will include the Internship in those two years. So, basically what took me 4 years will only take a new seminarian 2 years. I wonder if we are rushing the work of the Holy Spirit when we cut short the time it takes to do things. Granted the program is very selective and would be wonderful for the person who is older, who doesn’t have a lot of cash laying around, and who has been in the workforce for a while. I get back to the observation that sometimes discernment process can and should take time. Sometimes we rush through life so that we don’t really get a good taste for it. Like eating too fast…do we miss the presence, the realization or the work of the Holy Spirit? Other observations?
On September 12th at our Parent Orientation for Confirmation, we had students representing 5 different churches in the Cedarburg, Grafton and Brown Deer areas (Immanuel, Faith, Advent, St. John, and Memorial- this year we don’t have any students from Trinity). Looking out at all of us, Pastor John made the comment that it is good for us to see that the “Church” is much bigger than just one congregation. All of us who were sitting in the youth room were examples of that. How has our understanding of “Church” changed in the last 10, 20, 30+ years?
HI all, I’m very new to this Blogging thing – actually, this the first time I’ve attempted it. I hope to share some of my thoughts and ideas of ministry, theology, etc. through this medium. I hope this works well for us. It will provide us with another tool in which to communicate with each other. I still would love to see you at the Roastery on Wednesday mornings from 10 – 11:30.